Need a Thousand Things

For everyone who are sitting on the floor or somewhere just to read this words, better for you to close this page and just forget it for this time, because I dont think that you will understand this topic I’m talkin about, because me the writer it self are not understand about what’s come out from my mind.

I need a thousand movies to watch, whether its about action, adventure, disaster, outer space, or horror, whatever! I dont give a shit for any choice. Or take me to a thousand beaches for snorkeling eventhough I’m not that able to swim, huh funny. Or a thousand stars with the moon on the sky to talk to, but no! it’s crazy expecting for their coming right now, they would never come when the sun is shining brightly just like everyone see out there. I want to watch a thousand fireworks that cover whole the night sky, like I do amaze watch it while sitting on the roof of the building when new year is coming, or be with my beloved friends and thousand anybody else who also watch the glowing night in the square of my hometown when feastday is coming, but once more no! Can’t you see the sun out there is laughing you for a crazy wishing right now? Okay forget!

Or a thousands planes which dont mind to take me somewhere in Venice or fairyland, yeah fairyland where probably I could find a thousand river to be crossed, a thousand sheeps in a grassland to be counted on my bed before sleeping, a thousand dwarf’s houses as in the story of Snow White to stay in, hey what the hell I’m talkin about? Is that possible? no I’m just dreaming for a dreaming life on my true life, yeah my life is not about fairytale actually. What about a thousand piano which I can dance my finger on it to play Kiss The Rain, Canon in D Major, To you all, different piano for every songs, hey but I’m not that able to playing that much, or to be the master of the difficult chord, am I?

I need a thousand... a thousand... a thousand for everythings to spend my time today to give me back that smile which has been stolen from something, honestly I dont know what to do, something to think or something to talkin about. Yeah I can’t even understand what’s on my mind, it explains me about something but I dont even know what, probably about the true which I should trust and the one (read : lie) that I shouldn’t, but am I able to make a difference between them?
I need a thousand... a thousand things to spend up and to give me back the stolen smile ! That’s all...

My hometown, Augst 9th 2011