I'm not Perfect

Dear you,
Even if tears still drop on my guitar, I’d like to say that you are not the one to blame.

It was also my fault.

I was wrong for leaving you when we still didn’t have monumental moments as the foundation of a new home we just  build. I was so busy for the sake of my world, not your world, for the sake of my planning of life, not yours. I took too much time and everything for my pleasure, and it's not even yours. 

I was wrong for let this be so unfair. I wished you can move from the world where you’re before for the reason of a better life. But I was not beside you when you're trying to move. You fighted alone and I was too busy in my world at the same time. I let you fighted alone.

 I was wrong, I couldn’t be your Saras 008, the superhero who can save you anytime and anywhere you need. When the criminal came and looked for you, I couldn’t come in a seconds to protected you from her then made an amazing escape with me.  That’s why you have to call Saras 009, 010, or whatever she is with any number to came. I swore to you I wish I could save you that night.

I was wrong, I thought you are strong enough to just wait for my coming. I told you that it would only be a while and I promised you I would come back soon. It wouldn’t be longer for us to be on the same side, moved as we could, fighted for a better life as we wanted.  I was wrong for believing you can stand it all, but it was too hard for you to did. You've finally given up.

I'm sorry I’m not perfect.

Tanjung, Augst 15th 2014