Bye July

Hi jul, bentar lagi kamu bakal pergi, dan aku harus nunggu 1 tahun lagi buat ketemu kamu...
hmmmm.... makasih ya... ternyata kamu baik juga... :)

July

Juli...
Jika kali ini kau tak bisa membuatku tersenyum,
setidaknya jangan buat aku menangis...

Truly, I'm Talking to The Moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

Chorus:

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

_Bruno Mars_

"Truly I'm talking to the moon :
Moon, He and I are under the same sky, under you, don't we?
I'm looking at you now and he look at you too, doesn't he?
I'm not a fool who sit alone talking to you, am I?
Just tell him this words which come out from my deepest heart...
I miss him so much, I already realize that this is Love which I never guess will come to me...
Tell him that I love him so much, I pretend not to care doesn't mean that I never think about him.
It's him, whom always I'm waiting for have some conversation with me everynight...
It's him, whom always on my mind...
It's him, whom always love you too...
Moon, I'm talkin to you...

My Heart is Singing

From the moment you smiled, you caught my eyes...
from the moment you spoke, I found myself staring...
from the moment you laughed, I couldn't stop smiling...
because at that moment I realized I was in love with you, and I just wanna spend the rest of my life in your arms...

I can't even do anything when my mind is always about you...
Don't ask me why because I have no reason to had this love in you...

Jogja, July 11th 2011

The Painting of Life

Lukisan kehidupan itu ada, dan harusnya kita bisa benar-benar membuatnya...

Tuhan memberi kita kehidupan, seperti selembar kanvas yang ada di hadapan kita sekarang...

Harusnya kita bisa melukisnya, harusnya kita bisa memberinya warna dengan goresan tinta kehidupan yang kita inginkan...

Tapi kadang perasaan bahwa kita tak benar-benar mampu untuk melukisnya ternyata benar membawa dampak pada kanvas yang telah Tuhan berikan..

Ia masih kosong, atau mungkin warna yang kita berikan terlalu pekat hingga akhirnya lukisan itu tak indah untuk dipandang...

Selalu kukatakan, This is the painting of my life, I’m the one who will paint it...

Ya, lukisan kehidupan itu ada, dan entah kapan aku bisa mempercayainya, lalu menggerakkan tanganku untuk benar-benar melukisnya menjadi seperti apa yang kuinginkan...

Jogja, 10 juli 2011